Do You Push People From Jesus? (Matthew 20:31)

In some cities, the people brought the sick into the streets and sought The Lord to heal them.  And whithersoever he entered, into villages, or cities, or country, they laid the sick in the streets, and besought him that they might touch if it were but the border of his garment: and as many as touched him were made whole. (Mark 6:56)

However as Jesus left Jericho, two blind men were crying their hearts out for him to come and heal them, but the people rebuked them and told them to hold their peace (Matthew 20:31).  Why was it that the people in one city shunned the needy, but people from another city brought them to Jesus?

There are two reasons why this could occur.  The first cause would be that the people who shunned away the needy had a distorted view of Jesus: who he was and what he could do.  Those who had this diminished or wrong view of Jesus failed to see his willingness and ability to heal or save those who would come to him.

Another possible  reason why people pushed the needy away from Jesus was because they had a selfish view of him.  They didn't care about those who lived around them, but instead were concerned only about what they needed or desired and what they could get from Jesus.

We aren't any different today.  What we believe about Jesus determines what we will do with him.  If we recognize Jesus' ability and purpose, we will strive to aid him in his work at reaching out to the needy.  However if we fail to see this, our view will be what can Jesus do for me?

How do you see Jesus?  The question can be best answered with another question.  What are you doing with Jesus?  Are you sharing with others how you have experienced his love, forgiveness, strength and mercy or do you simply hoard what you get from Jesus?

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Love: The Missing Ingredient (Proverbs 10:12)

Hatred stirreth up strifes: but love covereth all sins. (Proverbs 10:12)

Why does love cover sin?  Is there not a responsibility for the believer to point out the error of another?  Did not Paul tell us to mark the man that causes division (Romans 16:17)?  If so, then is it not contradictory to admonish us to cover sin?

As believers, there are two relationships that we must consider:  our relationship with others and their relationship with God.  Regardless of what we do for either relationship, it should always be motivated by love.  When a believer falls into sin, our actions towards them should reflect God's love in us.  If The Lord leads us to provide admonishment, then we are instructed to do it in love (2 Thessalonians 3:15).  However this aspect of love goes beyond the scope of the proverb in question.

Proverbs 10:12 admonishes us to cover the sins of another with love.  It is the latter part of the verse referring to hatred and strife.  Just as hatred in the heart of a person focuses on issues and stirs up trouble with those around them, love does its perfect work.  It contrasts hate in that instead of focusing on self and the hurts that have caused hatred, love focuses on others and the needs that they have in order to live successfully.  This act of love should not be confused with the putting on of a loving face and acting in a loving manner, but all the while experiencing other emotions in the heart.  There is too much of this in Christianity today.  It is nothing more than hypocrisy or the playing of a part as one on a stage.  The spiritual person will abide in love (John 15:9-12) and this love will be manifested in how he treats others and in particular, those who have sinned against him.

Parents should not allow the sin of their children to affect their relationship with them as well as brothers and sisters, husband and wife and fellow believers. There is a difference between condoning sin and covering it.  When sin is covered, it cannot be recognized.  Does your relationship with others reflect that their sin is covered or are there actions and attitudes that indicate there is trouble between you and another?  If so, then love is absent.  You can get it by dwelling in God.  There are not three quick steps to complete, but instead a heart condition that needs to occur.  By sitting at the feet of he who is love personified, you will gain this much needed virtue for your life.

Praising God And Others (Psalm 148:13)

Let them praise the name of the Lord: for his name alone is excellent; his glory is above the earth and heaven. Psalm 148:13

The word of God is filled with principles for living.  When we follow them, we place ourselves into the position of receiving the benefit or promise that they claim.  Some of the principles are clearly stated, but others are a bit obscure.  This passage contains a principle that we can generalize to all areas of our lives.

The previous verses in this psalm command all that is in Heaven and Earth to praise God.  The reason for giving praise is because The Lord's glory is above all that is in Heaven and Earth.  The principle is that when you encounter anyone who can do something beyond your scope of ability, give them praise.  Fathers, if your son can do anything better than you, praise him.  You may have athletic ability and your son may be very lacking, but there are skills that he has that you do not.  Identify those skills and praise him for them.  Moms, if you have strength with fashion and decor in the home, but your daughter does not, recognize her abilities and praise her for them.

When we praise people for their strengths, we become an encouragement to them and we also recognize what gifts God has given to people for aiding us in our lives.  Because of that, we will appreciate them more or maybe for the first time.  We also will have other recognized reasons for praising our God.

Fear The Lord (Psalm 147:11)

As a kid growing up, did you try to satisfy your parents?  Many of us strove to bring them satisfaction by getting good grades in school or by displaying proper behavior.  However there were some who sought to bring satisfaction by engaging in activities that interested a parent.  I wonder how many boys have played ball as a means of satisfying their father.  Their reasoning may have been since baseball means everything to him, then if I am good at baseball, I too will mean everything to him.  That situation or anything similar to it is a sad state to be in.  Thanks be to God that we do not need to live in that manner to be pleasing to our father in Heaven.

What brings pleasure or satisfaction to God is when we fear him.  Fearing him and being afraid of him are not the same thing.  When we fear him, we have great respect for him.  Many men enjoy hunting and when they do, they have great respect for the rifle or shotgun in their hand.  They recognize that it is not a toy, but something to be feared. Those who enjoy cooking recognize that the stove or any other appliances can be very helpful, but at the same time can be dangerous and cause great harm if not used carefully.

I first recognized this term when I worked at a steel mill in eastern Pennsylvania.  While making steel, there were times when additional scrap metal or ingredients needed to be added to the furnace.  For this to occur, a mechanical arm would remove the top of the furnace similar to removing the top from a pot on the stove.  When ingredients were added to the molten mixture, flames would shoot 50-60 feet in the air.  It was a dangerous time.  As a safety precaution, each time the lid was removed an extremely loud siren would blast through the building.  When I heard that sound, I would immediately stop what I was doing and check my location to where the furnace and crane would be.  It was a moment of fear, but I was not afraid.  In fear of the situation, I took precautions to make sure my actions would keep me safe.

We can fear The Lord by following the same precautions.  As situations arise in life, we need to step back and take a moment to recognize God's voice and to gain his perspective as to how we should act or respond to those circumstances: to make sure that the action we do will be safe or pleasing to him.  When we do, we are fearing The Lord.  God does not want us to be afraid of him.  He wants us to love him.  However, he does want us to fear or respect him each moment of our daily lives.  It is at that moments when we fear him that our lives are pleasing to him.

God's Support (Psalm 145:14)

The Lord upholdeth all that fall, and raiseth up all those that be bowed down. Psalm 145:14

Every year I look forward to growing tomatoes in my garden.  My plants usually grow more than seven feet tall and yield large softball sized fruit.  Because of this, I would drive poles into the ground and tie the plants to the poles.  As the plants grew and bore their heavy fruit, the poles would prop up the plants.  Did you know that The Lord does the same for us?  

When he upholds us, it can also be said that he is propping us up.  When we fall, he brings the support into our lives to keep us standing and from falling again.  Falling down does not necessarily mean falling to sin, but it can also mean being fallen, cast down or bowed down from the burdens of life.  From this verse we can be assured of the promise that when our hearts are fallen from the burdens of life, The Lord will be there to raise us up and provide the support needed for us to stand.

If you are fallen, don't plan on remaining there because The Lord is behind you and ready to pick you up.  

The Enemy (Psalm 143:3)

The Psalmist declares, "The enemy hath persecuted my soul."  With this statement we are forced to ask ourselves, "Who is the enemy?"  When you can identify the enemy, you can best recognize his tactics and defend yourself against their attacks.  But again, who is the enemy?

I seems best to first recognize who is not the enemy.  The enemy is not a person.  Some may incorrectly identify their boss, spouse, neighbor, the lost or even disciples of other religions as their enemy.  This may appear to be true, but is not.  Remember, Paul said that we wrestle not against flesh and blood (Ephesians 6:12). Therefore people will not and cannot ever be our true enemy.  

Our enemy is a spiritual enemy.  Ephesians 6:12 states, "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."  These spirit beings may be oppressing people to move against you and if so, they are the enemy and the individual is just their pawn.  The boss who rides his employee because he is a Christian is not the enemy, but a tool used by the enemy.  Those who attack believers by speaking lies, backbiting or spreading gossip are nothing more than the same.  Children who depart from Christ and seek to attack their family for their beliefs are just tools in the enemy's hand.  Against earthly people, we cannot fight nor can we win because the battle is so vast. However we can fight against our true enemy.

Our method of warfare is prayer.  We must pray to God against the true spiritual enemy.  As God thwarts their wiles against you, the tools or pawns in their hands crumble.  When we fight our battles in this manner and recognize that people in our lives are but tools in the enemy's hand, it enables us to love our earthly opponents and to have empathy towards them.  We marvel when we hear how a believer reaches out to people in this manner.  We think them to be spiritual giants, but all they simple have that we may not is the spiritual insight to recognize who the enemy really is.

As you fight your way through your battles today, make sure that you do it on your knees.  It is there that the true enemy is defeated.

God's Love For Me (I John 4:9)

Recently I spoke with a man whose wife had just called to say that she was leaving him.  Needless to say, he was distraught and angry.  As I witnessed his hurt and anger, I asked myself, "Why do people who are supposed to love you, hurt you on purpose?"  Do they really hurt you purposefully or are they doing what they want to do, but know that their actions will bring you hurt?  I pondered this thought and considered my relationship with God.  I do not hurt God purposefully, but I know that my sin does hurt him.  When I fall to the temptation of sin, I cease regarding God and how my actions will affect him.  As I am drawn away by my flesh, I am only concerned of my self.

But then, God in his mercy is willing to forgive me.  Why?  He has every right to act in hurt and anger, but he chooses not to.  Many will say that he acts this way because of Jesus' blood and they are right.  But with his foreknowledge of how I would act, why did he still choose such a plan to enable him to be forgiving?  He could rightly have said, that man's heart is wicked and that even with being purchased from sin, adopted into his family and fellowship with himself established, he would continue to willfully sin.  Therefore, I will not redeem man and instead allow him to plummet into an awful judgment.  And yet, he chose not to.  Why?

The only possible explanation is that God's love for me is of greater importance to him than avoiding the hurt that I will bring because of my continual disobedience.  Does anybody else love you in this manner?  Do you love anyone this way?  Oh, what a wonderful God we know and serve.  His love is endless and because of it his mercy is renewed everyday.  Stop today and ponder this wonderful love and the person who loves you with such endless love.  

Pride Versus Hope (Psalm 131)

The enemy of hope is pride.  It is a proud heart that raises itself up in trying to deal with matters too lofty for itself.  It is a proud heart that refuses to adjust its behavior to what The Lord wants.  As a dependent child submits himself to his nurturing mother, a prideful heart will not stand in awe before God and submit itself to him and his plan.  A prideful heart cannot and will not wait on The Lord.

Trouble waiting on the Lord reveals a prideful heart that wants to take over.  As anxiety builds, so is pride.  A person resists submitting to God because they have already submitted to their own pride.

Pride still comes before the fall (Proverbs 16:18).  Pride is not confined to the act of looking down at others.  It is the attitude that people have after their hearts have been deceived into thinking that they can handle matters greater than their ability.  Whether it be sin, raising children, managing finances, work, or any other area of life makes no difference.  Pride moves man into the driver's seat of his life and as long as he remains there, he will not experience hope.

Man does not need to do anything to get hope.  He simply needs to remove himself and his prideful heart from the plan.  When he does, The Lord takes over and with him comes hope.

You Need To Wait And Wait (Psalm 130:5)

Make sure that you wait and wait.  Yes, wait and wait!  For the Christian there are two aspects of waiting in his life.  Regardless of how difficult life may become, The Lord wants you to wait and wait.

I wait for the Lord, my soul doth wait, and in his word do I hope. (Psalm 130:5) 

One aspect of waiting is found in the word hope.  Hope is not something that a person desires or hopes will possibly one day happen.  Hope is the expectancy of what we know will happen and is yet to come.  We have the hope of casting off our mortality and putting on immortality.  We have the hope of the Lord's return, heaven, seeing The Lord, ruling and reigning with him, the wiping away of all tears and countless other promises in Scripture.  These things will take place as promised, but until then, we need to patiently endure.  When we patiently endure, we are hoping.

Another aspect of waiting is found in the term "wait".  To wait comes from the word that means "to bind together" or "to collect".  By waiting, a believer holds himself back from anxiously trying to solve the problems in life and allows The Lord to handle them.  Philippians states it as, "Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God."  In today's terms we could say to those trying to deliver themselves from the struggles of life, "Get a hold of yourself!"   A famous addictions recovery program has captured the phrase, "Let go and let God."  What these phrases have in common is that an individual needs to stop trying and wait on God.

Ask yourself, "am I holding myself back from trying to deliver myself?  Am I anxiously trying to bring about answers to my own prayers?  Am I accomplishing God's will in my own power or by my own efforts?  If so, you need to WAIT for what God has determined to be your hope and WAIT on God by  getting ahold of yourself and stop seeking deliverance by your flesh.

Weeping, Seed, and Fruit (Psalm 126)

He that goeth forth and weepeth, bearing precious seed, shall doubtless come again with rejoicing, bringing his sheaves with him. (Psalm 126:6)

Why has the Lord allowed this trial?  What should I do ?  Can anything be gained through these adverse circumstances?  A look at Psalm 126 may give you some insight.

This psalm was written in regards to Israel and their deliverance from captivity in Babylon, which lasted for about 70 years.  Many people refer to this psalm in regards to evangelism, but its true purpose is in relation to trials.  

As Israel was taken to a land where they did not want to go, trials take us places in life where we do not want to go.  During times of trials, our hearts become heavy and our eyes wet with tears. It is in the midst of these tears that The Lord wants us to continue on and bear our precious seed.   The word for precious also carries the idea of a possession.  This possession is what we have given to us as people of God.  The New Testament speaks in this manner: "But we have this treasure in earthen vessels, that the excellency of the power may be of God, and not of us" (2 Corinthians 4:7).

God promises that if we continue on through tears, we will produce fruit in our lives.  The purpose for the trial is the fruit.  Seeds of faith produce fruit of faith.  Patience produces greater patience and also the fruit of victory for others as you patiently encourage them along.  

As you struggle along, sow seeds of forgiveness, temperance, gentleness and you will receive a bounty of fruit for yourself, others and for the glory of God.

Peace That Seems To Pass People's Understanding (Psalm 122::7)

Peace, in my opinion, is one of the most misunderstood terms in the bible.  Sometimes people refer to peace as a state of happiness.  Others refer to it as a condition where they are sure about something I.e. "I have peace about it.  Yet others consider it a state of contentment.  Although these emotions may be present with peace! these beliefs about peace are wrong.

The term peace carries the idea of "to set at one" much like to reset a broken leg or arm.  With that understood, peace is the state that occurs after a state of division, confusion or disharmony. Consider two countries who are at the brink of war. A negotiator brings representatives of each country together for peace talks to where they finally arrive at terms of peace.  The end result is two countries that were at a division are brought together again.  When this occurs, the countries are said to be at peace.  Sometimes we use the term correctly by saying that we need to see somebody and make peace.  Others may say that somebody has made or is a peace with God.

This same condition occurs in our hearts.  Problems may arise in life to where our hearts are confused, hurt or fearful.  At that point, The Lord brings promises from his word to our attention.  Immediately after he speaks to us, our hearts are set at one again.  The problem may still be present in our lives, but his word has restored our hearts.

In Psalm 122:7, the Psalmist speaks of Jerusalem in these words: Peace be within thy walls, and prosperity within thy palaces.  Notice that peace occurs in Jerusalem and not outside of Jerusalem.  Many think that when The Lord brings peace to their lives everything will be wonderful.  It will not be and until the Lord returns, it never will be.  But his promises of peace will occur within the walls of Jerusalem and for us within the walls of our heart.  Regardless of what takes place in our lives, we can have peace in our hearts.

While in the midst of a trial, seek God through his word so that he may set your heart at one again.

Patience And Faith (2 Thessalonians 2:4)

One winter day, I walked into the living room where my daughter was engulfed in a movie.  For the sake of not being unloving, I allowed her to watch what she wanted and I joined her.   The longer I watched the movie, the more uneasy I became.  Tension began to rise up inside and as the movie trailed on, the tension increased.  The movie seemed to go on forever.  I continually checked my watch to see when it would be over.  I finally couldn't bear any more and needed to leave, but before leaving, I asked the name of the movie.  With a gleeful smile my daughter exclaimed, "Little Women."  It may be a wonderful movie for girls, but it requires great patience or endurance for a guy to watch it.  

Similarly, as we live life, we are faced with situations that are not pleasing.  The Thessalonians experienced this and were praised for their patience and faith (2 Thessalonians 1:4).  They.                   patiently endured the hardship in life until another obstacle was faced.  It was at these times that The Lord would bring truth to their hearts and then move upon them to persuade them to follow truth and not react to the circumstance.  Their positive response to God was faith and with their faith, they continued on or endured after which the cycle began again.

Each day, we face trials.  While in those trials, we need to seek for the truth that The Lord is bringing our way and then allow him to move us to follow in obedience of faith.  It is the mixing of truth with our faith that allows The Lord to provide us the patience that we need.

We cannot muster up patience no more than we can muster up spirituality.  It is all The Lord.  It is his truth, his faith, his patience and subsequently will be his glory.  We are but vessels that he entrusts to use in bring himself glory.  What trial are you facing?  What truth or promise do you need to help you endure? Seek it and experience patience and faith.

Too Ugly To Love (Ephesians 2:4)

In biblical times, many marriages were previously arranged and those marrying had no choice in the matter.  However for most reading this, the case is much different.  When selecting a life's mate we were drawn to someone who had physical features that satisfied our desires.  We also were drawn to people who had similar interests.  But imagine what it would be like if you purposefully chose the opposite.

Could you choose someone to marry whom you thought was ugly.  Could you live with somebody who detests everything that you enjoy and the things that they like you despise?  Would you fellowship with them?  Could you?  Better yet, could you become consumed in love with them?  Not me!

Because Ephesians 2:4 states, "But God, who is rich in mercy, for his great love wherewith he loved us," we can know that God loves us.  

• God loved you and me who were ugly with sin.  

• God loved you and me who despised him and everything good.  

• God loved you and me who enjoyed sin, which he hates with all of his being.  

Stop and think, God's love for you and me was so great that he sought us regardless of our position, desires or guilt.  If he loved you and me then, he most certainly loves us now.  If he loved us when we were consumed in sin, he loves us now that we are free through his redemption.  If he loved us when our hearts longed for sin, he will love us as we desire him to pick us up when we have fallen again.  If he loved us when we boasted of our sinful acts, he will love us when we are ashamed for falling.  If he loved us when we were ungodly or the opposite of God, he will love us now that we have been renewed in Christ.

God's love cannot be measured because God cannot be measured, but we can determine the greatness of his loved based on the obstacles that he overcame just to be able to express his love to us.

I Just Can't Go On. Am I A Failure? (Luke 22:43-44)

I can't go any further!  I just can't take any more!  I'm tired and I give up!  Have you ever heard anybody say these words? Have you ever said these words?  What does The Lord think of us when we say these words?  Is he angry, sad or disappointed with us?

The average believer would find this to be a great occasion to issue a rebuke.  They could expound on each of the Greek words for power and declare to you that you have this very power and by it you should be abounding.  After the dust settles, you are standing alone, still overcome with the belief that you cannot go any further and on top of it you now have guilt.  Where is God and what does he think and feel?

By looking at Jesus, we can see exactly what God feels and thinks.  My soul is exceeding sorrowful unto death: tarry ye here, and watch (Mark 14:34). Jesus states that his soul is surrounded by sorrow.  No matter what he says, thinks or does, his soul is pressed in on every side.  It is at this point that The Lord sends an angel to strengthen him.  As God, Jesus had unlimited power and did not need or receive strength from the angel in this aspect of his being.  It was the soul of Jesus that needed strength because it was exceedingly sorrowful.  After receiving strength from the angel, Jesus was able to continue in prayer even as his body experienced emotion distress.  And there appeared an angel unto him from heaven, strengthening him. And being in an agony he prayed more earnestly: and his sweat was as it were great drops of blood falling down to the ground (Luke 22:43-44).  People have fallen to the ground or have passed out after hearing tragic news as a result emotional/physical stress to their body.  This same stress or trauma was what Jesus was facing in the garden.  The strength that he received did not remove the great trial that he would face, but it did give him what he needed so that he could physically and emotionally continue on.

When you feel that you cannot go any further, God is not disappointed with you.  The trials that you face are intended to bring you to that point because it is there that God plans for you to meet with and experience him.  Don't look down in guilt, but instead look around for the strength that The Lord will be providing so that you may continue on to the end of your trial.

How Can I Get Out Of This Hopelessness (Psalm 119:92)

Grin and Bear It: that was the name of a comic strip.  It conveyed the idea that life was going to happen and that the best attitude to have would be to just grin and bear it.  The philosophy is not rock solid, but is does capture the insight that things in life will happen that we don't like, so why not just accept them and move on.  But what can you do if your life contains a tragedy or events that are emotionally distressing?

Psalm 119:92 states, Unless thy law had been my delights, I should then have perished in mine affliction.  From this, we can see that our attitude towards the Word of God determines our emotional state in our trial or affliction.  Hopelessness, fear, anger, and bitterness are just some of the negative emotions experienced by people.  Those who have these emotions and do not deal with them properly will eventually be overcome by them.  However, as we focus on God and his word, he will begin to change our perspective and emotional state.  As the Holy Spirit brings hope, hopelessness and bitterness will be driven away.  Anger and fear will be abolished by peace and contentment.  The Holy Spirit does not accomplish this by overpowering us, but by speaking to us the promises, principles and hope that the Word of God declares.  If we neglect or resist his word, it will not have the effect as intended and we will continue on in despair, but if we by faith cling to it, we will cease from perishing.

In short is comes down to resisting life and trying to fight it on our own or bowing down to God, accepting what he has allowed and seeking refuge in him through his word.  Which will you choose?

What Determines The Faithfulness Of God (Psalm 119:89-90)

Have you ever been around somebody who was in a bad mood?  Of course you have and with that you know that how they respond to situations is affected by that mood and trying to get something out of them is a difficult task.  But have you ever thought about what mood God is in?  What changes his mood?  What moves him in his response to man and his petitions?

Psalm 119:89 states that God's word is settled or is firmly established in Heaven.  Much like how our laws settle disputes and determines guilt and degrees of punishment, God's word is his guide for determining how he acts towards mankind.  Because of this, God declares that he is faithful to all generations.  The first generation did not have it any easier than this or other generations.  God is not short tempered with us because of the unfaithfulness of previous generations.  His word governs his actions.

Because God's word establishes his actions, he faithfully acts according to it and cannot be swayed by man or circumstances. This brings us security because we know what he expects from us and what we can consistently expect from him.  There is no need to convince him to show mercy or grace, for his word will determine his actions.  Some of God's actions are in response to prayer.  We are instructed to pray because God is bound to the promises of his word and some of these promises are directly connected with prayer.

In the end, we do not need to wonder about God, we simply need to look at his word for by it, his actions are determined.  This brings rest and peace.

What Should I Do Now That I Have Sinned? (Psalm 51)

Those seeking forgiveness are in no position to teach others the errors of life.   God's process of deliverance is sin, repentance, forgiveness, restoration and then instructing others (Psalm 51:13).  Any diversion from this reveals pride.

As redeemed sinners, we continue to struggle with our flesh and the power or control that it has over us.  Sin and the flesh do not demand complete control and access.  They are both content to just have a foothold into our lives because as leaven grows in wheat, so sin will grow just as long as it has the opportunity.

When sin occurs in your life follow God's steps for recovery.  First recognize sin in your life.  The Holy Spirit will continue to accomplish this through conviction.  When you recognize your sin, take full ownership for it.  Do not cast blame on others, accept circumstances for its cause or minimize your actions.  Be careful to recognize pride which will yield its ugly face in your restoration.  When involving your sin, pride will always focus on somebody other than you.  Whether it is to focus blame for your sin or to point out the sin of others.  The Pharisees were notorious for this.

Thirdly, seek God's forgiveness and believe his promises concerning it.  Allow God to restore your heart and your actions.  This may take longer than you desire.  He will use his word and others to aid you in this process.

Finally, when you have sustained victory over future temptations, consider helping others out of their mire of sin or from falling into it.  Only after your own deliverance and recovery will you be able to do this.

Are You Tired Of Living The Christian Life? (Psalm 119:47)

I remember a time way back in 9th grade when some reason, I was struggling with my identity and acceptance.  Why, I do not know.  I was popular in school, received much recognition for my accomplishments and the name of my girlfriend and myself were constantly in the school paper, but I struggled nonetheless.  For some reason, I wanted to be like my one of my friends.  So I joined the track team like him.  I vigorously trained throughout the try-out period and was doing quite well.  However, inside I was hating every moment: each sprint, 880 or other exercise was more burdensome to my heart than it was to my body.  Finally, I decided that I no longer wanted to be like my friend: I wanted to be myself.  I approached the coach and told him that I was quitting the track team.  He was astonished.  He stated that I was one of his key members and had places picked out for me in meets.  I told him that I didn't want to be on the team and never really wanted to.  He asked why and I explained.  That puzzled him even more.

Thankfully, my Christian is not the same way.  The actions of my life on the outside are the results of desires that I have within.  The Psalmist states that he has pleasure in doing what The Lord wants because he loves what The Lord wants (Psalm 119:47).  If your Christian life is nothing but duty, obligation and the keeping of rules and regulations, you are missing out on living for The Lord.  Sin is still wrong and we must keep away from it, but it should come from a personal desire to shun away from it and not an obligation or duty.

The personal desire to shun evil comes from a walk with The Lord and a love relationship with him.  If you are not experiencing a heart drawn to him in love, you are not experiencing what God has for you.  Some may be perplexed with how to have this relationship.  If so, ask yourself, "Whom do I really love? and "Why do I love them?"  Your answer will have two common factors: because you have spent a great deal of time with them or they have done many small things for you or one big thing.

To live the Christian life as an overflow from desire, focus your life on the big thing that Jesus did for you when he saved you and also the many smaller acts of meeting your needs after salvation.  By doing this, you will draw closer to The Lord and more deeply in love.  Your drawing closer will take some time, but in the end your life will be an overflowing from your heart and no longer motivated from your bondage of obligation and duty.

But I Don't Want To (Joshua 5:5-6)

But I don't want to!  How many times have we heard that saying?  Better yet, how many times have we said that to God.  God's children did in the wilderness and stayed there for 40 years.  It was disobedience that put them there and obedience that brought them out.  Sadly to say, it's the same for us today.

The Christian life is not easy and involves many battles and difficult choices.  Because we are in a battle against the World, the Flesh and the Devil, our battles are against that which is on the outside of us and also what is within us.  Our heart is deceitful above all things and desperately wicked.  Because of this, we do not know our heart and many times cannot even know when we are being lured away by our flesh.

After crossing Jordan, the Lord commanded Joshua to circumcise the males.  This circumcision took place after obedience.  According to scripture, circumcision not only occurs on the body, but also in the heart.  The Lord declares that his people will be circumcised and have a new heart (Jeremiah 4:3, Ezekiel 36:26).  The Lord had the Israelites in Joshua's day circumcised because their heart had changed as evidenced by them following The Lord.  Obedience came first and a changed heart followed.  This sequence is God's plan.  It first occurred in your life at salvation when you obeyed the gospel as told by the Holy Spirit (Romans 10:16, 2 Thessalonians 1:8).  After obeying the gospel, The Lord gave you a new heart with new desires.  Those desires were in agreement with his desires.

Many people balk at following The Lord because he may be leading them to do something that they do not want to do.  What we must understand is that when we obey The Lord and do as he leads us, he will do a work in our hearts and change our desires about it.  This obedience though must be based on pleasing The Lord and not the result of fear, shame, embarrassment, desire for gain or recognition or any other motivation.  When we obey, he will do the work in our heart that is needed.

So, instead if waiting to follow God until he puts a desire in your heart, follow him and get the desire that you need.

God's Presence In The Trial (Joshua 4:10)

And it came to pass, when all the people were clean passed over, that the ark of the Lord passed over, and the priests, in the presence of the people.  Joshua 4:10

When it came time to pass over Jordan, The Lord's presence as represented by the Ark first entered into the river.  After all Israel crossed, the Ark or the Lord's presence left the river.  The crossing of Jordan in itself was a trial for Israel.  

We can see from this passage that as trials come into our lives, The Lord is first to enter the trial and is inviting us to join and experience him in it.  Because the priests with the Ark remained in the midst of the river until all Israel had passed, we also see that The Lord stays through the entire trial and is the last to leave.  We can rest assured that while in our trials, he is and always will be with us.

As we experience his presence in the trial and gain victory from it or through it, our lives become a testimony or memorial for future generations.  The pile of stones was a physical reminder to Israel of what The Lord had done.  God wants your life to be a physical reminder of what he has done for you and can do for others.  What a great opportunity we have to influence others and the next generation for Christ.  Your trial has greater implications than you can imagine.  While there, seek the lord's presence and share with others what you have gained from him.